1. I cry at movies. A lot. I cried watching Bolt, and today I cried at the end of Rocky II. I cry more over movies and TV shows than I do about real life.
2. When I do cry about real life, I find it really hard to stop and I will cry on and off all day.
3. I still cry about my husband, more often than I care to admit, but he doesn't (and won't) know about it.
4. I starting blogging three years and 4 months ago. The blog was dedicated mostly to my journey in Al-Anon.
5. I have written more than 1500 blog posts between all the blogs I write and write for and there are people who have read every word I've ever written- or at least come very close to it.
6. To my knowledge, my husband has never read anything that I've written nor has he taken an interest in doing so. Probably a good thing because I tend to be seen quite often in various stages of undressed.
7. I was a dancer when I was younger. I've never loved any hobby or pastime more than when I was a dancer- but I stopped after highschool and haven't taken a class or performed since.
8. ...except for my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary.
9. My roots are grounded in my family. They are the hardest ones to turn to when I need them, but I know that they are always there. Always.
(this is my most favorite picture in the entire world)
10. While I am not making enough money to adequately support my family, 95% of the time, I LOVE my job and I LOVE the people that I work with. I finally feel like I'm doing something that matters.
11. I am trusting and forgiving to a fault. If you tell me you're sorry, I will believe you. Even if I should never forgive you, I will- I'm just that way.
12. ...unless you are now or were ever my husband.
13. I didn't want kids when I was a teenager. It wasn't until I dated someone who told me he couldn't have and didn't WANT kids that I even considered it.
14. A boss I had said something to me that quite often helps me make hard decisions. He said, "When you are an old woman and you look back on your life, what do you want to see?"
15. I have had sex with four of my supervisors. (Person from #14 was NOT one of them)
16. How I met my first husband: I gave him a job. Scheduled him to work with me all the time and hit on him the first chance I got. I married him later...
17. The weirdest toy I ever got to review was a big round egg shaped vibe that had these plastic nubby things on it that were kinda pokey. I looks like a blowfish and I was tempted to put eyes on it and throw it in a tank of water.
seriously right???
18. There is rarely an important decision I make in which I don't first consult my best friend Ed, it's been like that since I was about 19.
19. Oh my god, really.... twenty five????
20. I have not decided if I want to go to the 20 year high school reunion.
21. I have realized that I sometimes talk about things in MY world that don't translate the same in YOUR world. For example- me talking about dildo's is about as normal as talking about kitchen appliances or lampshades. I forget that for most people, sex is something they just don't talk about.
22. I have also realized that by letting people know that I am totally open in talking about it, people will open up to me and often feel good about admitting things they think are weird or crazy. Trust me, nothing shocks me.
23. I have a girl friend who I let tie me up with ropes, cause she needs the practice.
(that is a chest harness and a spreader bar)
24. It's 12:30, one more gratuitous picture of me and I'm going to bed.
25. Goodnight.
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