bitching

E-husband has been sick all week. Not diabetes, vomiting sick- just...sick. I don't know. I have not been paying a lot of attention to him. He has a Dr. appointment this morning with the pain specialist, and he wasn't to sick too drive himself there.
Thank God he is going home on Sunday. He won't be back for at least a week. I'm hoping longer. Maybe my mother is right and maybe I am just 'using him' when it works for me. But it doesn't work that well and I'm tired of seeing him over medicated for days and then a withdrawing jackass for days after. The flu, right.....
This morning I said, "you know I'm more broke than you are." and he said, "how do you figure?"
Ummmm.... cause I have no money, and BILLS to pay. You just have no money.
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Have you ever been so bored with yourself you don't even want to have conversations in your head??
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What do you think of writing prompts? I have read somewhere that if you need a writing prompt, you should be writing. But fuck that person. I am tired of my daily bitching. I know others are tired of it also. So maybe I will try writing prompts. I found a website that offers them, very simple ones that they use for students who have to write in their classroom journals daily. I think I will try that for a month.

Maybe I will find myself to be more interesting. School has only been out for a week- how can I be bored already??